Dear Janko, I know you will not be able to read this or maybe I am wrong and there is some kind of life beyond death. Who knows? It is funny how I have been trying to forget you, but now I have ended up writing a tribute to you. On April 2nd it would be your first death anniversary. I still haven’t properly acknowledged the fact that you are dead and it’s going to be your 1st death anniversary. I hate this personally, crying over people, I utterly hate it, but life sees the fun in tormenting me. Since childhood, I have been surrounded by death, people keep dying and it doesn’t stop. There is no end! Before it didn’t affect me, but since the 5th class it has started to really hurt because, these links of memories I have with you and all, they were constructed over years and it didn’t even take a second for you all to just become memories. I see it as really unfair, I fell in love with you, you have known me even way before I could understand what the word grandmother meant, but suddenly you left without saying a last goodbye and without giving your, one last hug?! In all the tributes I have written what I like about them, but how do I describe why I like you when I don’t; I love you and feel different emotions for you. I had no choice but to love you because you are that beautiful or were, this is all so confusing. I love the way you talked, whenever we arrived you were the first one to hug us all, the love you have given us is something I now very badly carve for. I would have written a lot, but I just can’t muster up the courage to actually share what we had in between us. I don’t want to share something that I can’t describe myself. You were the most beautiful person I have ever met and still are. Yours sincerely, Nehal
The person that makes me fangirl over non-existing humans, the person that makes me blush, she is “LuckyLuv22” you can easily find her on wattpad under this pseudonym.
She made me fall in love with the genre that I had started to hate, the reason for the hate was wattpad itself and also twilight. Werewolf.
I have been very obsessed with this particular genre but it seemed to be that people on wattpad are all about the “Rejected by the mate because she was an ugly duckling but she turned out to be the hottest person alive and now like a dog her mate that previously rejected her is roaming around her to get her approval,”.
Read any type of werewolf book you want on wattpad you will find the same plot line just a bit twisted, at first it was fun. but slowly it became irritating that the fact that just because she was ugly she wasn't able to stand for herself and just after her transformation all the boys swoon over her to the point she ends up getting stuck in a love triangle. Oh! And to add to that suddenly out of nowhere she becomes the most heroic you will ever see and she also turns out to be the “gifted one”.
This woman didn’t walk on the same path, she did make the main character as weak at first but she was despite being weak heroic. The main character is a human, not much of a rarity but she up grew up believing she was also a werewolf. Plot twist and this is only the first few chapters.
The whole book is filled with them, at every moment you won’t be able to expect what is going to happen.
It is filled with betrayal, dark twists and whatnot! Just like how I like my books, dark yet fun and filled with hope.
It’s funny how all the three are very different words but together they make you vanish into a fictional world you have been longing for. Her book just doesn’t fail to get a squeal of delight out of you.
The only thing that’s stopping it from becoming my favourite book is that it isn’t complete yet and has not been published. But I hope it does gets published in its raw form, I would be one of her first buyers from my country.
(This may include tiny spoilers, you have already been warned)
The book I love the most is "Eleanor and Park" by Rainbow Rowell. The reason why I love it is not only because of the amazing way it has been written in but also because of what happened after I finished reading it.
It's weird how the way they both became friends was the same way how I and my new best friends became friends, I mean it all happened almost in the same manner.
Eleanor and Park, both had made a negative image of each other in their minds when they saw each other for the first time.
Eleanor made the first move to sit with Park. Park offered Eleanor his comics to read.
They eventually open up to each other about their family issues.
I loved all these parts about the book, especially the comic sharing session they had.
Well, won't you fall in love with the book too after you finish reading the book, go to sleep and wake up to finally go to your College for the first time to only experience all of the above scenarios!
I went with my parents to pay the 1st year's fee. I got scolded by my father a lot as I lacked a lot of documents' photocopies. After all of the scoldings, I was still calm yet in a panicking mode.
We were told to wait outside as they had to count all the money they had received. That's when dad met a man he already knew, a new friend of his that none of us was aware of.
With him stood a girl. She was of short height, wore spectacle, was very well dressed with her bangs covering her forehead and her light brown eyes were on the screen of her phone.
She was beautiful, but the thing I liked most about her was her nose piercing. I mean I have seen a lot of girls wearing it but not many of them were able to pull it off as well as this girl could.
The feeling I got after watching her was emptiness. I felt nothing, after all, she was just a stranger, how could have formed any kind of image of her in my mind?
I was told to go and see whether the class was open now by my father, so I went to see but I checked the wrong room, gave out wrong information and got scolded. At which the girl laughed a hidden laugh, just puffing out a loud breath out of her nose while a smirk was slapped on her face.
That made me furious. I was not sure of whom I will end up befriending but I was sure she won't be on the list. I didn't like the attitude that she gave off, it made me furious.
That's exactly how Eleanor saw Park for the first time.
Then came the first day of college. I am already equipped to making new friends so it was not so hard for me to actually end up with a group of 3 friends.
We were all going to the auditorium when I saw her. She looked lost; maybe she was looking for someone.
Who knows? My mother had been nagging me to befriend her on the first day I met her. Back then I had refused to do so but I don't know what happened and the next thing I know, I was introducing myself to her. I ended up abandoning the group and sat with her, she asked me which fandom I belonged to.
The next thing I know, she took out her book and showed it to me. The next day we exchanged our books. Something that also happened between Eleanor and Park. There are so many incidents now after our 1st semester that to me now the book looks magical.
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